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Live

Life tainted with despair

My sweet power over you

Isn’t deeper than a fleeting thrill

I’m a memory, you will be sure to forget me

You are all I ever wanted

And nothing I would ever need

It’s not your vanity that I will feed

Something strange, something new

Won’t ever be enough for you

You care about sex, drugs, alcohol,

And sometimes a new girl

A soul you can chew on

Taste, feel, live, die

And then come back and do the same

To death and back we love to love

Special, unique, free to the bone

All I need is control

Your breath, your scent

Is all I remember and

his eyes are not a stranger

He will haunt me, blame me 

But he will forget me

I dont remember him

I remember you 

There isn't any other truth

  

Poison

The air is filled with poison

I can’t breathe if I want to

I can’t see even if I try

I can’t sleep

Even If I die

What you see isn’t me

And what you feel isn’t a thing

It’s nothing and nothing it will be

You can’t hate

You can’t love

You fall in a lie

Do you even know why you smile?

 You

Whoever made me wintry, cold and empty

Will drown in fume of tears, rage and pain

My dear nameless enemy

Nameless soul, no one

You want to be a memory

I won’t be slave to agony

I can’t teach you to die

I can’t show you reality

I won’t burn your wings

I can only watch you fly

But I want you scattered

Confused, scared 

If I can’t save you

I can only destroy you

I will, I wish, I need to

If you don’t believe

I was yours I‘ll never be

You won’t want me

You want adoration

I can’t be adornment

But I can be salvation